Alright, so here's the scoop. Roommate and I are talking again, but I'm still harboring quite a bit of resentment towards her. I know I shouldn't, but I don't know what to do about it. If you don't know the whole story, and want to, gimmie a buzz.

Other than that, life has been taking a steady turn upward. It's actually quite nice. Makes for a nice change.

Nothing really to report. Check out this link. It made me all warm and fuzzy inside...

http://dingo.care-mail.com/cards/flash/5409/abc.swf

Shout out goes to Warren and J West because they make me laugh and happy and all that good stuff. I work with some really cool people.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Happy Wednesday!! And what a happy Wednesday it is! I get to go home in two days, My mommy is coming home today, I get to see my family, I work long hours today and tomorrow, Life is beautiful! I know that sounds a little weird, but I've been in a really good mood the last few days, and I don't know why. Everything is just wonderful lately. I love it! I think it's because I'm going home. I get to see my brothers and sisters and mommy and daddy, and step-mom, and best friend, and other best friends. Life is great.

Lets see...what do I have to do today....Oh! Absolutly nothing! I have to take a shower and go to work eventually...but that's not until 3 in the wee afternoon hours.

It's Whitney's birthday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 20! She's not a teenager anymore. I remember when it was my birthday and I stopped being a teenager....wow...those were some good times.

Well...being as it's only a quarter to ten and I haven't been up for more than an hour, there's not much for me to say, so time for the shout out!

Shout Out #1 Goes To: WHITNEY!!! Just because it's her birthday.
Shout Out #2 Goes To: SHANE!!! Just because he's on my side most the time, and he invites me to go places when he knows I don't want to go home. Then he tells me I can sleep on his couch if I would like to, just so I don't have to go home. He's a really nice kid. I had some problems with him earlier in the school year, but I really like him. He's quickly becoming one of my really good friends.
Shout Out #3 Goes To: KYLE!!! Just because he bought this girl a dozen roses because she was having a hard time. He really likes the girl, but they've never met. Still...he spent 42 bucks on Roses for her. What a nice guy!
Shout Out #4 Goes To: HOLLY!!! Just because she's so cool! She's helped me out a lot lately, and she's earned a well deserved shout out...and some cookies...
Shout Out #5 Goes To: ME!!! Just because...um...who gives themselves a shout out? Honestly! I deserve one. :P

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

So, I really am missing my family and friends up north today. I'm not completely sure why, but for some reason I really miss my family. I think part of it is because now I'm just into this monotones routine every day, and my family has NEVER been routine. It's always switched up. I think a big part of it is that I've decided to go on a mission and I know I'm not going to see them for 16 months. It's kinda weird. I just miss them.

I think part of it also is that my mom went to Sweden yesterday and I'm really jealous. I don't get jealous easily, but I am REALLY jealous. I want to go again. Maybe going this summer will be my senior trip from my dad. I never got one and I've been out of high school for nearly two years now. That's so weird to me.

Anyway, shout out tonight goes to my sweet sweet brothers. I love them so much. They're the best brothers anyone could ever ask for. So shout out goes to them.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!!

Can I just tell you...I hate Valentines Day. I honestly do. I think it's just a commercial ploy to get people to spend their money on those they "Love". Pashaw. What is Love anyway? I mean, real love. Not the kind that you get from you mom, because...yeah...that's real love, but that's the kind you've always grown up with. I've been thinking about that a lot lately. Not that I have anyone to Love right now, but hey...it's still a thought. If anyone knows, I would love to hear what you're take on this is.

Well, another V-day come and gone, uneventfully as the last, except last year I got myself flowers. This year...nothing of the sort.

Anyway- I'm at work. I just wanted to wish y'all a Happy SAD day.

Shout out today goes to Jon, because he's pretty much one of the coolest people I've ever ever ever had the pleasure to meet.

Second Shout out goes to Anna and Tyler. They're getting married March 10th, and this is their first Valentines together. They were so cute with making each other gifts and stuff. That was my fun for V-Day.

And tonight...I have a DATE!! With the Ceramics Studio!! Oh yeah!

Have a good one.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

So really, I've been having a really good and a really bad weekend. It's been a mix of feelings. I cried all day sunday, and had a really fun day yesterday with NO SCHOOL!! Yeah baby!

I went sledding with Al, Lacy, and for the first bit, Anna. It was so much fun, but I am SO sore today. I have bruises that I don't even know how to describe. My torso hurts too. I totally biffed on the snowboard that we had. I think with proper boots and bindings I would be okay. Alaina and I are going to go snowboarding when we both have the money to do so. I'm way excited. I was going to check on lift tickets...snap!

Anyway- I think I'm going to hit the shout out. Tonight it goes to Camilla for caring enough to know that I'm not okay, even when I say I am. She's such a good best friend.

Well, I'm out. Peace!!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

CONGRATS TO KELLI AND KIRK!! They are now Mr. and Mrs. Blake!! Congrats! It was so good to go to their reception. Kirk even gave me a hug. I wasn't expecting that one. It was nice though.

I would also like to thank Warren for coming to the reception early too. It was good to see him and I didn't have to hang out all alone. I love that kid like a brother.

Anyway, that's really all I have the brains for right now. It's quarter to two and I just watched some REALLY trippy Anime... I just wanted to congratulate Kelli and Kirk. I love those kids...Love 'em.

Shout out goes to...take a guess...Kelli and Kirk! Many happy wishes for your future. :D Second shout out goes to Warren for making me not look like such a loser because I wasn't sitting by myself. Thanks bro!!

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Lady luck must LOVE ME!!

Here's the story. My mom and I were going to go meet Alan's family in Salt Lake to see the lights on temple square.

Not minutes before we were heading out the door to get in the car to go up to temple square, my very very good friend (I'd say he's one of my best friends) Steve, who lives in Grand Junction Colorado, sends me a text that says "Guess what! I'm in Salt Lake!" So I'm like "Are you kidding me?! I'm on my way up to Salt Lake right now!" and he tells me that his family is going to see the lights on temple square, which is exactly what my family was going up to temple square to do! So he says "No way!! Do you think your family will let us steal you away for a little bit?" You have to understand...I LOVE his family. They're so awesome. So I say "They better, because I'm going to be stolen either way." It was so wonderful!! Luck was on my side.

So, I go to temple square and hang out with my mom and Alan's family for a little while. It was POURING rain, so we didn't do much. Then when we go to the visitors center, Steve calls me and says he's going to come and get me. We agree to meet at "the stairs." The only real stairs in the building are at the very front doors, and so I was waiting there. Then he calls me (thank heaven for Cell Phones) and says he can't find me. He went down the escalator! It was crazy. Anyway, we found each other and it was pure bliss for Rachel. I love this kid.

Then we left the visitors center and walked in the rain to go and meet his family. I didn't realize that he thought he was going to meet my family. It was crazy. He did eventually, but I'll get to that part in a minute. We go and meet his family for about three minutes, and apparently they didn't think I was going to come back with him because they were all excited to see me and gave me hugs and all that fun stuff. It was awesome. Oh, and I don't have to send Steve pictures of my colored hair because he got to see it in person. That was neat.

Anyway, his family wanted to go to a bookstore in the mall across the street and Steve didn't want to go with, so we ended up walking back through temple square and back to meet my family. It was fun. It was really nice to just talk to him and have him care about me. I told him about my horrible Christmas and he was more than sympathetic. I loved it. I love him. Then we met my family and my mom was really the only one that came over to meet him, which I expected. Well, after the visitor's center we were going to walk around and see the lights and Steve was going to come with us, but everyone decided it would be too hard on the kids so they all left. Kinda bummed about that because that was more time I could have spent with him, but oh well. Steve, my mom, and I all stood outside in the rain talking and laughing and just having a jolly ol' time for about 15 minutes or so after everyone else left. It was nice, just the three of us. I loved seeing him again. Hopefully I'll be seeing more of him now that his sister is moving to Utah soon. I'm WAY excited for that.

Anyway, it was really good to see him, and his family that I love so much. It was just what I needed. It's moments like today that show me that someone upstairs really really loves me. I love Steve's hugs, and I love how he really listens to me and really cares about me. He's so great.

My mom took a picture of us because Andrea told me that I needed one that showed his face, since the one on my phone doesn't.


Don't we make a cute couple? He doesn't ususally look like that. He's got the cutest smile, but he doesn't like it, so he hardly ever smiles. I love it though...

Shout out goes to Steve for letting me know he was in Salt Lake, and for really, truly, and honestly wanting to see me enough to walk in the rain three different times. Shout out also goes to Lady Luck for loving me enough to give me the chance to see him.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Okay, so I dont' have much time, but I thought I would just drop a line and put in a quick plug for The Nutcracker performed by Ballet West. My niece is in it this week, but it runs all next week too at the Capital Theatre in Salt Lake City. I went and saw it on Tuesday night and it was AMAZING!! The backdrops, the costumes, the dancing, the all over performance...it was incredible. My niece is a little Buffoon, and for those of you who don't know what those are, they're the little girls who come out from under the lady's big dress. She's so cute!

My sister and I went shopping for my nephew for Christmas. He's geting a big fishtank with some really cool fish, because that's the only thing he asked for. He's such a cute little guy.

Congrats hit Kara from the Welcome Center. She got engaged on the 19th to a really cool guy named Chris. I'm happy for her.

That's about all the time I have for this post. Shout out today goes to BrookLynn because she's the cutest Buffoon there ever ever was! Second shout out goes to Kelli because she's getting married in 8 Days!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! For this semester at least. I love it!! I just took my very last final and had my very last class of Philosophy!! HURRAH!! No more Dr. Fitz unless I take another philosophical thinking class, which I highly doubt I will. I think I did pretty well on the test too.

I think that's all I really have to say...I didn't do anything yesterday really, besides watch Al pack her stuff and rip my heart out along with it. It finally hit me last night when Kris and I were talking. Al didn't come home from work because she was gone. Made me way sad. Just remember: "Snap, Dragon, You Hot!!"

I get to go home today!! Happy day!! And we're trying to start a new tradition with Christmas this year. We're having a Lucia party tonight. It should be interesting. It's a Swedish tradition, and technically it's on teh 13th of December, but they wanted to do it on a weekend so all the kids could come and not have to worry about getting up early for school 'n dat. I've always wanted to do it, but never have until this year. You know what the best part about the whole thing is? I get to see all my kidlets today!! ALL of them!! Well, except my dad's kids, but I get to see them sometime next week I'm sure. I'm way excited! You know what the second best thing is about the whole thing? MOM'S COOKIN'!!! Hunka Hunka Burnin' Love!! I'm so excited. I love my mom's cookin'.

Alright, Shout out for today goes to my sweet sweet big brother Nate. He called me for no reason last night, just to talk to me and check up, see how I'm doing. I love when he does that. Makes me feel all special. I love my brother. He's so awesome. So shout out goes to him for remembering that I need to be remembered too.

Friday, December 16, 2005


Aww!! Look!! It's me and Kelli at her bridal shower! I love this girl. I really really do. I got this picture after my last post, so I thought I would post it.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005